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Suzanna Wong
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Monday, December 31, 2007
+.+ I love baby +.+
Friday~
Didn't sleep and went to his house in the afternoon to sleep.. Was on my way out when i received a call that my grandma was in the hospital, glad that she was alright.. Headed to his house later on..
Saturday~
Woke up at 8.30am and went to eat baby fav yi bao hor fun with his mum and auntie. Headed to the market after that to buy food for the bbq.. Brought lots of food.. Gosu big prawns ftw =)
Headed back and prepare some of the food with baby..
Went down to lan and have our usual training.. Shall not comment much..
Headed to Ps and saw lots of Hello Kitty stuff.. OMG!! I wanne buy all can =( and its inexpensive but can't .. Arhhh!! Saded.. <3 kitty
Sunday~
Saded that we lost.. Sorry about it and i know Sher is really disappoint.. =( Anyway headed to eat Sushi at Ichiban, wasn't really that tasty like it used too.. Brought some stuff and headed home..
Slept thru the evening and woke up at 9.30pm.. lols..
Anyway i got in Shatec =p but i have to wake up early tml to register, poor baby!! have to leave him for awhile.. =( Love u as always!!
Hmm.. might be quitting from the team soon, that shall depends on my schedule le.. Chalet is near.. Hehe!! Good luck Impreza!!
JASMINE STOP BEING ZIBI UR MAO DIED LONG AGO!! FACE THE REALITY!!
With ♥ From Suzanna [12:28 AM]
Thursday, December 27, 2007
+.+ Love Christmas +.+
Christmas!! 25/12/2007 --> Sleepy looks~~
Gifts from baby~ --> Ops i left out the card~~
Pictures of my Shroomy!! Finally updated~~
Baby no matter what happens, i just wanne let you know that you are the greatest thing that ever happens to me.. I love you <3 <3 <3
Hope chalet comes soon~~
End your game and pei me soon pls =( I'm so bored!!
With ♥ From Suzanna [2:14 AM]
Wednesday, December 26, 2007
+.+ I love baby +.+
Quarrel the day before Christmas Eve with him.. Sad!! He didn't comfort me...
Baby thought that we isn't gone meet later so he left the presents outside my house and left.. Was so touch that he actually wrote me a card and it's really sweet baby.. I cried.. Called him immediately and his already on his way home, talked to him awhile and manage to get him to meet me later..
Headed to Cck to buy him his Christmas present (Bag), sorry its kinda last minute.. lols.. Actually i have no intention to buy cause i don't celebrate christmas but since he brought it for me.. so.. lol.. Hope he likes it..
Went to ate at the place where memories filled us once again =) Food wasn't really content t.t sad or.. Anyway something really funny happened, there was this 2 empty seats beside me which is actually occupy by Hengky and another guy who went to buy food and that guy family was sitting there. Then came this 2 old couples complaining to the stall whom they brought their food from that there are no seats.. Out of a sudden that old man was like don care la just sit and eat.. -.-" Anyway glad the family left soon and they stop complaining.. Some weird people!!
Anyway i saw Boney, chat up awhile before leaving, poor him have to work on Christmas eve.. Was wondering did he manage to get home that day.. Lol =X
Went to walk around and brought Rou Gan.. Nice!! Found a place to settle down, open his presents (Jacket & Anklet) and baby wore for me =) Thanks for the presents.. Baby is weird brought him bird nest but he feels that it's weird.. Weird you!!
Meet up with his friend and pei his friend to eat before meeting another of his friend.. Ahh.. This is so damn retarded.. lols.. Was suppose to meet his friend at the Mrt station but somehow he walked to some unknown place and gotten himself lost.. We wanted to fetch him from that unknown place but somehow lots of road being seal that day... Ahhh~ what's worst of all is that his from China and he doesn't know the place well + his slang is damn hard to understand what is he talking about..
Was busying finding him, walking rounds around Orchard.. Anyway it was so crowded, damn scary lots of people carrying sprays and randomly spray if u gotten stuck somewhere.. Worst of all alot of bangle's and which ever place i walked too there seems to be people targeting them or pushing them.. Omg Singaporean so bias Lol..
Was walking my way out the crowd when this random guy came and spray me.. @#^@*#^&@# but glad that it wasn't alot, so pissed.. shouted that F word =X He should be glad i wasn't carrying my drink or I'll just pour on him.. lols..
After a search for 2hrs, we finally found his friend.. Arhh.. Headed to Cineleaisure brought tickets for Alvin and the Chipmunks at 3.25am.. Headed to eat and chat while wasting our time away.. Once again i sneak in cup noodles.. lols.. Wanted to play lan, missed those night where i ton till morning..
I LOVE ALVIN AND THE CHIPMUNKS!! It's so niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.. Gone get their sound track soon.. <3 songs ="X">
Talked to baby as the rest of them fell asleep while waiting for the first train, talk alot once again let me know him again and its really sweet that despite being tired he still send me home..
Had breakfast and headed home..
Shall upload the pictures later..
Bestie best friend is back in Sg =) Gone have a class gathering real soon.. Lots of plans this whole week!! Busy!! Busy!! Busy!!
One of my ex msg me wanting to get back but Im sorry some hurt will never be mend, even if we are to be together again, it's never gone be the same like it used too..
Being misunderstood by my idol.. Hate being misunderstood, maybe the different in language ba..
Baby thought that we isn't gone meet later so he left the presents outside my house and left.. Was so touch that he actually wrote me a card and it's really sweet baby.. I cried.. Called him immediately and his already on his way home, talked to him awhile and manage to get him to meet me later..
Headed to Cck to buy him his Christmas present (Bag), sorry its kinda last minute.. lols.. Actually i have no intention to buy cause i don't celebrate christmas but since he brought it for me.. so.. lol.. Hope he likes it..
Went to ate at the place where memories filled us once again =) Food wasn't really content t.t sad or.. Anyway something really funny happened, there was this 2 empty seats beside me which is actually occupy by Hengky and another guy who went to buy food and that guy family was sitting there. Then came this 2 old couples complaining to the stall whom they brought their food from that there are no seats.. Out of a sudden that old man was like don care la just sit and eat.. -.-" Anyway glad the family left soon and they stop complaining.. Some weird people!!
Anyway i saw Boney, chat up awhile before leaving, poor him have to work on Christmas eve.. Was wondering did he manage to get home that day.. Lol =X
Went to walk around and brought Rou Gan.. Nice!! Found a place to settle down, open his presents (Jacket & Anklet) and baby wore for me =) Thanks for the presents.. Baby is weird brought him bird nest but he feels that it's weird.. Weird you!!
Meet up with his friend and pei his friend to eat before meeting another of his friend.. Ahh.. This is so damn retarded.. lols.. Was suppose to meet his friend at the Mrt station but somehow he walked to some unknown place and gotten himself lost.. We wanted to fetch him from that unknown place but somehow lots of road being seal that day... Ahhh~ what's worst of all is that his from China and he doesn't know the place well + his slang is damn hard to understand what is he talking about..
Was busying finding him, walking rounds around Orchard.. Anyway it was so crowded, damn scary lots of people carrying sprays and randomly spray if u gotten stuck somewhere.. Worst of all alot of bangle's and which ever place i walked too there seems to be people targeting them or pushing them.. Omg Singaporean so bias Lol..
Was walking my way out the crowd when this random guy came and spray me.. @#^@*#^&@# but glad that it wasn't alot, so pissed.. shouted that F word =X He should be glad i wasn't carrying my drink or I'll just pour on him.. lols..
After a search for 2hrs, we finally found his friend.. Arhh.. Headed to Cineleaisure brought tickets for Alvin and the Chipmunks at 3.25am.. Headed to eat and chat while wasting our time away.. Once again i sneak in cup noodles.. lols.. Wanted to play lan, missed those night where i ton till morning..
I LOVE ALVIN AND THE CHIPMUNKS!! It's so niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.. Gone get their sound track soon.. <3 songs ="X">
Talked to baby as the rest of them fell asleep while waiting for the first train, talk alot once again let me know him again and its really sweet that despite being tired he still send me home..
Had breakfast and headed home..
Shall upload the pictures later..
Bestie best friend is back in Sg =) Gone have a class gathering real soon.. Lots of plans this whole week!! Busy!! Busy!! Busy!!
One of my ex msg me wanting to get back but Im sorry some hurt will never be mend, even if we are to be together again, it's never gone be the same like it used too..
Being misunderstood by my idol.. Hate being misunderstood, maybe the different in language ba..
With ♥ From Suzanna [12:36 AM]
Sunday, December 23, 2007
+.+ Happy is something u have yet unable to keep it going +.+
His so CUTE isn't it!!
Zibi with baby Jacket.. Look so old!!
Yummy!!
Picture speaks it all
Muack!!
Emo Dog!! He needs love pls!!Eyes closing, body aching, brain not function + its lagging again.. Zzzz.. Was nerding badly for the previous games.. It's being so long since i last play NA, seriously i hate NA.. Luckily they didn't vomit blood =X lol.. Ban na for life let Jiayi use pls!! Lol..
I HATE ICE`AVE!! Thanks for making me more emo -.-"
I'm sorry baby about just now but glad u didn't blame me.. Thanks
Oh ya.. Was talking to my idol just now =X but sadly no chance to play and learn from him.. lols.. His a meanie!! =)
AND
If i can get my hands on Sakura picture... I'm gona mass SPAM!! =p Promise!!
Recently being feeling really upset for no particular reason and yet a confusing mind.. What should i do?!! Face reality? I hate this feeling but somehow it always manage to hunt me, no matter what!! How i wish I'm able to hide myself and disappear in some never land..
Love- When 2 gets together for a long period of time things starts to change, it will never be as sweet as before, there won't be surprises, he won't remember your birthday, he won't be that attentive.. That's why lots get bored, part and find a new r/s to feel the sweetest again..
Love this song.. Somehow i wish to be treated like a princess like her..
How i wish i can be happy every single day but it seems impossible.. Can someone please cheer me up!!
With ♥ From Suzanna [6:28 AM]
Saturday, December 22, 2007
+.+ I miss you +.+
My aiai SHERICA was sick, so she didn't came training today with us.. Miss You!! Pls take care and buy me presentS...
Training was great today, it's being so long since i gotten so excited.. I think im shouting like 1 mad ger but Jasmine pawns all.. lol.. I seriously hate QOP keep left 1 hit de.. EMO!! Anyway it's being so long since i last use a famer and i seriously thinks that i suck at it.. Lol.. Farm too slow especially after having relic.. Lamo!! But i enjoyed killing after farming up the items.. 2nd game was lol.. cause im using some program, making my blinking more tard.. lol..
I'm really happy today!! Brought gosu food from cathay makes me smile even more!! Thanks baby..
Wanted to head home but ended up watching movie (National Treasure) Gosu movie but we sat at the 2nd row.. I felt sad for my head but i sneak in cup noodles.. Nice.. So after all im a happy ger!! =)
I miss you..
Cynnie is a evil witchy!!
Training was great today, it's being so long since i gotten so excited.. I think im shouting like 1 mad ger but Jasmine pawns all.. lol.. I seriously hate QOP keep left 1 hit de.. EMO!! Anyway it's being so long since i last use a famer and i seriously thinks that i suck at it.. Lol.. Farm too slow especially after having relic.. Lamo!! But i enjoyed killing after farming up the items.. 2nd game was lol.. cause im using some program, making my blinking more tard.. lol..
I'm really happy today!! Brought gosu food from cathay makes me smile even more!! Thanks baby..
Wanted to head home but ended up watching movie (National Treasure) Gosu movie but we sat at the 2nd row.. I felt sad for my head but i sneak in cup noodles.. Nice.. So after all im a happy ger!! =)
I miss you..
Cynnie is a evil witchy!!
With ♥ From Suzanna [3:24 AM]
Thursday, December 20, 2007
+.+ I HATE YOU +.+
Friday~
Went to Queensway on Friday with baby, wanted to buy him new shoes but ended up buying him clothes.. Didn't spot any nice shoes anyway and he didn't want any t.t Headed to eat Zu Chao but ended so disappointed for the first time the food wasn't nice, its like 1 out of 4 is nice nia.. EMO!! Usually taste so nice then only today lidat.. Brought some imbal food for his family and headed home..
Hope he like the 8 presents, it represent 8months being together =) Was upset that 1 of the gift that i made was cmi t.t cause i spent the night doing it but was happy that he kept it..
Saturday & Sunday~
Had to wake up really early cause baby having his Gxl and the lamest thing was their first opp Mkvl won't be coming but still they have to go down at 930 to report. Had our breakfast , watched Xcn played and waited till 130pm.. Won their game and that's all for today.. I suppose the whole day i wanne c Xcn against Ks nia =X lols but sadly their seating totally can't even see or.. saded =(
We already reached AMK station wanting to watch movie and True called to inform us that the game must be finished by today.. Zzzz.. Went to eat his favourite prata and curry chicken and headed back, poor baby wasn't feeling well and my leg totally hurts and i had to walk all the way back n fro.. Emo!!
Their first game was against Xcn.. Then against Ks.. They gotten fourth though.. Continue and jia you ba =)
Seriously i think Xcn is my idol.. Their 2 farmers is damn imbal esp that Lakuci.. Maybe for the first time i see such zai sole player + he is those kao himself 1.. Qiang!! Every game totally see him AI and always its like 4v5 engagement.. They are damn qiang jiu dui le.. I'm gona find their replay download.. lols.. Oh ya and Ks Yamateh farm so fast and qiang!!
Xcn lose 1 of the game against Ks badly but the 2nd game they won back =) Glad they won!! First time see them so emo kill 1 person shout so loud cause they are usually so quiet.. I suppose i watched all their matches expected that 1..
Oh ya forgot to mention the 6 of us damn funny, Xcn haven start game we like so kiasu taking chairs to sit behind and watch.. We should have carry some banners.. lols..
Headed to Amk for Sushi.. <3 pls =")">
Rain badly so stayed home on Monday and dota!! Headed home on Tuesday..
Wednesday~
Was it a happy or upset 8mth anniversary today..
Was worried at first cause i had to leave my grandma at home alone and even more emo that baby didn't bothered to bring jacket for me for movies when he used to remember.. Watched Warlords, story line sux for me.. Later on went to eat buffet, was happy =) Lots of biggy Oyster but i still miss the 1 at Marina Square..
Was really a happy girl until u spoil this little girl happy day, once again u reminded me the past that all ex's who dota did, especially you know how much i dislike it and worst of all you never did it to me when we are friends.. So nice!! People do change when your together in a r/s for too long.. Just don't dota with me, i rather play myself.. Can't even get myself to sleep, maybe i need pills.. So emo now.. I HATE YOU!!
Anyway booked our chalet but sadly it falls on his CAPL Elite.. Our slot also damn sux tio FOW, why can't tio unknowns.. =( Maybe Capl gona be my last compy.. Dono!! Shall upload pictures soon!! Brought Gingy too.. HeHe..
Went to Queensway on Friday with baby, wanted to buy him new shoes but ended up buying him clothes.. Didn't spot any nice shoes anyway and he didn't want any t.t Headed to eat Zu Chao but ended so disappointed for the first time the food wasn't nice, its like 1 out of 4 is nice nia.. EMO!! Usually taste so nice then only today lidat.. Brought some imbal food for his family and headed home..
Hope he like the 8 presents, it represent 8months being together =) Was upset that 1 of the gift that i made was cmi t.t cause i spent the night doing it but was happy that he kept it..
Saturday & Sunday~
Had to wake up really early cause baby having his Gxl and the lamest thing was their first opp Mkvl won't be coming but still they have to go down at 930 to report. Had our breakfast , watched Xcn played and waited till 130pm.. Won their game and that's all for today.. I suppose the whole day i wanne c Xcn against Ks nia =X lols but sadly their seating totally can't even see or.. saded =(
We already reached AMK station wanting to watch movie and True called to inform us that the game must be finished by today.. Zzzz.. Went to eat his favourite prata and curry chicken and headed back, poor baby wasn't feeling well and my leg totally hurts and i had to walk all the way back n fro.. Emo!!
Their first game was against Xcn.. Then against Ks.. They gotten fourth though.. Continue and jia you ba =)
Seriously i think Xcn is my idol.. Their 2 farmers is damn imbal esp that Lakuci.. Maybe for the first time i see such zai sole player + he is those kao himself 1.. Qiang!! Every game totally see him AI and always its like 4v5 engagement.. They are damn qiang jiu dui le.. I'm gona find their replay download.. lols.. Oh ya and Ks Yamateh farm so fast and qiang!!
Xcn lose 1 of the game against Ks badly but the 2nd game they won back =) Glad they won!! First time see them so emo kill 1 person shout so loud cause they are usually so quiet.. I suppose i watched all their matches expected that 1..
Oh ya forgot to mention the 6 of us damn funny, Xcn haven start game we like so kiasu taking chairs to sit behind and watch.. We should have carry some banners.. lols..
Headed to Amk for Sushi.. <3 pls =")">
Rain badly so stayed home on Monday and dota!! Headed home on Tuesday..
Wednesday~
Was it a happy or upset 8mth anniversary today..
Was worried at first cause i had to leave my grandma at home alone and even more emo that baby didn't bothered to bring jacket for me for movies when he used to remember.. Watched Warlords, story line sux for me.. Later on went to eat buffet, was happy =) Lots of biggy Oyster but i still miss the 1 at Marina Square..
Was really a happy girl until u spoil this little girl happy day, once again u reminded me the past that all ex's who dota did, especially you know how much i dislike it and worst of all you never did it to me when we are friends.. So nice!! People do change when your together in a r/s for too long.. Just don't dota with me, i rather play myself.. Can't even get myself to sleep, maybe i need pills.. So emo now.. I HATE YOU!!
Anyway booked our chalet but sadly it falls on his CAPL Elite.. Our slot also damn sux tio FOW, why can't tio unknowns.. =( Maybe Capl gona be my last compy.. Dono!! Shall upload pictures soon!! Brought Gingy too.. HeHe..
With ♥ From Suzanna [4:09 AM]
Thursday, December 13, 2007
+.+ Baby ftw +.+
I slept for 12hrs yesterday but it seems like i have taken some drowsiness medicine that i couldn't keep myself awake, was winning 2lvls at my lane but somehow i died and i feels that the cw should have stun first cause I'm using lina and sad to say i press tao my add skill button but still manage to stun tao and worst of all my brother changes my mouse setting, it simply feels so not right but i didn't kb.. LOL.. Too tired, too lazy, too sian..
Realised alot of my mistakes, bad follow up, engagement blueness, bad map awareness especially when I'm either tired or em0, I'll just anyhow play.. Lol.. Feeding spree!!
Anyway went to Shatec to register but sad to say I'm too late and there are already 8people pending t.t but still i went on with the interview cause they said it depends on the results, the 1 to 1 interview and if any of the 8 people gona cancel or something.. Emo!! Should have gone earlier lol.. If not the next intake will be July.. t.t
Anyway the interviewer was one of the chef there but i suppose the way he phrase his sentence is wtf, i had to re-phrase and asked him again and he keeps repeating something that you obvious know -.- perhaps it's like he didn't know what to ask.. But still his friendly lol.. Maybe it was nearly lunch time and they sui bian find 1 t.t
Headed down to 1 of the restaurant at Chinatown Point for high tea but sad to say the food wasn't really nice, those that you expected to be nice turns out to be bad.. I love the banana prawn fitters..
Later on headed to shop around and my aiai Sher called, talk alot lol perhaps its being awhile since we last chat so long.. She even ignored Lei called and talked to me =X She <3 me
bye Hengky!! So good to being able to go Hong Kong next week tmm but remember to buy us presents t.t
*us = dngirls-
I love my mom, she went petty far to buy curry fish head for us cause i was craving for it.. It's like the best i ever ate.. Hehe.. thanks..
Hope baby recover soon cause his still not feeling well still, i wanne eat steamboat, oysters!! so recover soon please =X
Hope Friday come soon cause there are things to buy, things to settle and most of all can bully baby ftw!! Anw training was cancel cause alot of us can't make it either, training next week please, sher gona go aboard and she's gona be back after 2weeks..
Good luck guys for all the up coming compy's..
I'm so addicted to Eliza bloggy song t.t
Realised alot of my mistakes, bad follow up, engagement blueness, bad map awareness especially when I'm either tired or em0, I'll just anyhow play.. Lol.. Feeding spree!!
Anyway went to Shatec to register but sad to say I'm too late and there are already 8people pending t.t but still i went on with the interview cause they said it depends on the results, the 1 to 1 interview and if any of the 8 people gona cancel or something.. Emo!! Should have gone earlier lol.. If not the next intake will be July.. t.t
Anyway the interviewer was one of the chef there but i suppose the way he phrase his sentence is wtf, i had to re-phrase and asked him again and he keeps repeating something that you obvious know -.- perhaps it's like he didn't know what to ask.. But still his friendly lol.. Maybe it was nearly lunch time and they sui bian find 1 t.t
Headed down to 1 of the restaurant at Chinatown Point for high tea but sad to say the food wasn't really nice, those that you expected to be nice turns out to be bad.. I love the banana prawn fitters..
Later on headed to shop around and my aiai Sher called, talk alot lol perhaps its being awhile since we last chat so long.. She even ignored Lei called and talked to me =X She <3 me
bye Hengky!! So good to being able to go Hong Kong next week tmm but remember to buy us presents t.t
*us = dngirls-
I love my mom, she went petty far to buy curry fish head for us cause i was craving for it.. It's like the best i ever ate.. Hehe.. thanks..
Hope baby recover soon cause his still not feeling well still, i wanne eat steamboat, oysters!! so recover soon please =X
Hope Friday come soon cause there are things to buy, things to settle and most of all can bully baby ftw!! Anw training was cancel cause alot of us can't make it either, training next week please, sher gona go aboard and she's gona be back after 2weeks..
Good luck guys for all the up coming compy's..
I'm so addicted to Eliza bloggy song t.t
With ♥ From Suzanna [1:52 AM]
Monday, December 10, 2007
+.+ Baby ftw +.+
BORING!!
It's been so long since i last went to Orchard to shop around but didn't manage to get any nice clothing.. em0 but baby brought 2 earrings.. Raining seriously sux, i had a hard time walking t.t so slippy..
Dinner at 1 of the restaurant at Ps, petty gosu food but there wasn't soup!! sAd.. Anw was happy that i manage to buy my guess wallet but somehow i think it looks like cyn 1 =( Only this is nice.. t.t
Currently at Nw dota-ing =) Miss those old days when i'll always go lan either dota-ing or wow-ing...
Poor baby is still sick, hopefully he'll take care if he ever listens...
Though ur changed Sher, u no longer love me.. It's ok i still <3>
I heard a really awfully news that my grandmother might not be able to live long and her mind isn't really clear now, it's really hard to accept such news esp when she stayed with me since i was born though we didn't talk much as times goes by but still i hope things will change.. Still i hope she will be alright.. Pray..
Watever happens in the past i hope every memories can be erased and start afresh, i only hope there is more time to treat her better despite whatever it is.. Perhaps humans are always lidat, you will learn to cherish when u know ur losing.. And let's pray too for sher mom too..
With ♥ From Suzanna [7:06 PM]
Saturday, December 08, 2007
+.+ I hate my life +.+
Went down to Central to shop around and brought cup cakes & donuts.. Hehe.. Shall upload the pictures later to make u people jealous =X Headed down to Networms to play 1 1/2 games, i hang on the first game and they gtg =( so pk another lan opp which we played before, freaking MH-ers but still we won =)
Meet up his friends and went now to Marina Bay for steamboat, took the wrong bus ended up taking the bus back again -.- For the first time i felt that the food sux, perhaps i ate too much good buffets =X I'm still graving for Oyster t.t
I just realised that my eye linear is causing my eyes discomfort, maybe i should change the brand or stop using.. Sad..
Shall continue my blogging from yesterday..
Been emo-ing & crying the whole night, maybe there are just too much thoughts..Pms?!! Played lots of fun map till 9am, woke up at 3pm cause we are having this compy with his brothers, just playing for fun nia.. I just love playing compy with u baby =) Seriously it pissed me off, it took 1hr 30mins to start the game and worst of all every 2-3secs they lag and take turns.. I'm alright about waiting but i didn't have enough of sleep.. Emo-ing.. So its like 5v5 to 4v5 to 3v5 to 2v5 to 1v5 and end game!!! Somehow i felt we wont make it far and come to think of it i thought only those noobu join those compy but somehow there are 1-2 teams ren shi de.. sux or?
Anyway that team wasn't happy over that game so pk us again at night, having better players and a lousy draft cause they took our bb as we wanted to go for a early push.. Was nerding tgt with baby.. Nice we lose to noobu and kena bm.. It's like so long since we lost to noobu.. Just can't recover that feeling..
Again i used the same farking hero -.- for another game, i was totally nerding like no tml, was winning but somehow i know his gona stun and i walk into it and getting bs for not warding.. I can like die to the same mistake for 10times.. Yes baby ur right if this carry on i will never improve but emo pawns everything.. Maybe u shld be a ger to understand..
I'm back to the square one,
back to the emo little ger who cries every nite,
back to listening emo songs,
I wanne improve but somehow i dono where to start, i'm learning hard now but somehow maybe im not gifted maybe i wasnt hard working enough... Maybe its just a dream wanting to be good enough..
Tell me how to stop crying, how to stop emo-ing....
I hate my life..
With ♥ From Suzanna [5:43 AM]
Wednesday, December 05, 2007
+.+ I miss those days +.+
Somehow I'm feeling really afraid, afraid u might leave..
Somehow i wish u had let me know what's going on...
Somehow i wanne help but u rejected....
I haven seen you any happier since that day but yet u wouldn't want me to help, am i not that someone u will come looking for no matter what happens?
I'm not someone to be there only when happiest calls.. I'm more then willing to share the ups & downs with you but will you ever let me?
Dono..
Somehow I'm really upset..
Somehow I really wanne cry...
Somehow I feels that it wasn't the same like before....
I miss those days...
I miss those memories...
I miss those smiles...
I miss that old you...
Somehow tears just flows down my cheeks..
How should i cover up my sadness, my fears...
Dono..
I just brought my razor mouse but somehow randomly in engagement it will scroll really slow and pawns me t.t Isit spoil? I didn't accidentally press the side button or maybe i did? or isit possible to disable the side buttons??!! Emo playing dota with such mouse.. Haisss...
Somehow i wish u had let me know what's going on...
Somehow i wanne help but u rejected....
I haven seen you any happier since that day but yet u wouldn't want me to help, am i not that someone u will come looking for no matter what happens?
I'm not someone to be there only when happiest calls.. I'm more then willing to share the ups & downs with you but will you ever let me?
Dono..
Somehow I'm really upset..
Somehow I really wanne cry...
Somehow I feels that it wasn't the same like before....
I miss those days...
I miss those memories...
I miss those smiles...
I miss that old you...
Somehow tears just flows down my cheeks..
How should i cover up my sadness, my fears...
Dono..
I just brought my razor mouse but somehow randomly in engagement it will scroll really slow and pawns me t.t Isit spoil? I didn't accidentally press the side button or maybe i did? or isit possible to disable the side buttons??!! Emo playing dota with such mouse.. Haisss...
With ♥ From Suzanna [7:30 AM]
Monday, December 03, 2007
+.+ love baby +.+
Woke up around 4pm+ again went down to nw to watch their gxl, though they lost but still great game.. True gf was nice =) Went to eat and headed down to cathay to watch the mad detective, wasn't really that nice and the ending was quite confusing..
Sadly the shops are all closed t.t Fried squid =( Softshell Crab =( Fried Chix =( I miss all of youuuuuuuuuu...
Went to buy snacks, liquor and gosu fried chix =X Sadly not that gosu enuff compare to the 1 at Cathay =( Cab home & dota.. It's good to be owning =X I just realise slader was damn gay..
Gotten my pay liao but wasn't that happi t.t but still shopping nxt week, lots to buy and i realise something todae, all along i thot NicNic was Kh =X omg can.. lols..
It's good to sold ppl's item =X rite Hengky sweetie!!
Sadly the shops are all closed t.t Fried squid =( Softshell Crab =( Fried Chix =( I miss all of youuuuuuuuuu...
Went to buy snacks, liquor and gosu fried chix =X Sadly not that gosu enuff compare to the 1 at Cathay =( Cab home & dota.. It's good to be owning =X I just realise slader was damn gay..
Gotten my pay liao but wasn't that happi t.t but still shopping nxt week, lots to buy and i realise something todae, all along i thot NicNic was Kh =X omg can.. lols..
It's good to sold ppl's item =X rite Hengky sweetie!!
With ♥ From Suzanna [3:39 AM]
Sunday, December 02, 2007
+.+ I love u +.+
Had our training on friday.. woot i wasn't late.. =X Played 3 games won 2.. Happi =) but was nerding perhaphs more training is needed ..
Wanted to go home but the cab Q was seriously too long, so ended up watching enchanted.. Gosu!! Baby thinks the movie was stupid at first, i suppose most of the guys who was watching was being drag by their gf.. lol.. Anyway i found some snacks at cathay realli gosu.. Fried chix & Squid.. Gona buy it ltr for movies xD
Didn't do anithing much yesterdae, been slping till evening (as usual) =X Was watching their team playing gxl and someone horrible voice was singing until Zhou ying.. At the same time was amending my blog which wasnt finished ytd.. Nearly vomit blood cause i cant get some things right.. It's been so long since i last spent so much of time on something i wanne do nicely.. lols.. Reminds me of school days learning html.. lols..
Maybe i shld start watching replays like i used too, watch 1 gosu replay with baby.. Engagement was so nice.. Oh.. its Zenith against Sk.. Mag so qiang can lol.. Ytd 1 matchie WaN was using mag but i suppose it's his first time using or wad but still so qiang.. lols.. Mag is damn painful, ulti liao half life left -.-
Had potota prata last night.. Nice!!
Again slept till 4pm+ prata again and gosu curry chix.. But somehow baby was angry with me =( Wish them luck for gxl ltr..
Sher: Please do take care and miss me lots ok..
Baby: Thanks for being there for me no matter wad happens, im happi to being around with you, remember that night we quarrel so badly.. I hate it, i hate c-ing you being emo.. i was crying almost the whole dae.. I love you and was so afraid then anyone else for losing you.. I need you.. Be the one for me for now and always..
With ♥ From Suzanna [4:40 PM]